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Wanting More: Yami no Matsuei Drabble

Author: Bitterfig

Title:  Wanting More

Pairing: Saya/Yuma/Hisoka (unrequited)

Summary: Hisoka’s dark history made it hard for him to accept affection, tempting as it might be.       

Word Count: 265

Rating: PG

Warnings: Sexual content (het and yuri), reference to past rape, cross-dressing.

Disclaimer: I do adore Hisoka/Tsuzuki but who could blame him for wanting to fool around with Saya and Yuma?  Or maybe  I'm just projecting...




Wanting More

 

 

Hisoka had gotten into the habit of hiding whenever Saya and Yuma visited.

 

            It wasn’t that he disliked the exuberant ladies from the Ninth District but the hugs and kisses they lavished on him made him uncomfortable, even anxious.  Physical affection was alien to him.  Growing up he had been starved for warmth, neglected by his parents.  What he did know of touching, of human contact was at worst Muraki’s brutality, and at best the medical attention he received during the three painful years he was dying. 

 

Saya and Yuma’s onslaughts of love left him frightened, confused, and annoyed.  Annoyed with himself for being a prisoner of his past, for letting those who had hurt him continue to do so, to keep him isolated, and prevent him from enjoying or returning affection.

 

            When Saya and Yuma swept into the office, he froze under their attention but when they were gone, he would remember their lips on his hair, his cheeks, their hands squeezing his shoulders, their giggles of delight over him.  He’d died so young, he couldn’t help but being curious about what it would be like to be with a woman, to be with women.  Despite himself wonder just how far they might go if he were a little more receptive.  It made him blush to think about it but he could imagine them dragging him off to some boutique, taking off all this clothes and dressing in Lolita frills, arguing over accessories as they lavished him (and each other) with kisses. 

 

            He could not accept what they gave him, yet he wanted more. 

Comments

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veleda_k
May. 22nd, 2007 08:56 am (UTC)
Oh, that's very interesting. I've never really thought that much about Hisoka's aversion to Saya and Yuma (besides the whole "personal space, WTF?" thing), so this got me pondering.

I'm becoming more and more convinced that what the series needs is a giant office orgy.
bitterfic
May. 23rd, 2007 01:20 am (UTC)
Thank you for reading and commenting. An office orgy would be lovely.... I just finished reading the YnM manga and there are a million different pairings I could really get into, all across the spectrum-- Saya/Yuma for yuri (not to mention Chidsuru/Rika from volume 6 and the security women), various combinations of Tatsumi, Muraki, Hisoka and Tsuzuki for yaoi, and I'm even intregued by a hetero couple, Terazuma/Wakaba seem really interesting (also I sort of like to pretend that Wakaba is Wakaba from Utena grown up and dead)...
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